Do not allow you failures to stop you from following God. Keep going and embrace Grace and Mercy.
“Oh God, when I sin, may the pain of sin turn me from sin to You.
But then Oh God, may sin never move or turn me away from You.
And God, Thank You for the riches of Your amazing grace and relentless mercy.
So that even when I fail You, Your love will never fail me.”
Remember God does not want a religion, He wants a relationship.